.my magick show.

2 sets for just me and them.

2005-05-15T19:14:00.000+08:00

dear tannie.

i'm shagged.

seeing the girl in dat dress was awesome. she even noticed dat i looked at her.

it was embarassing.

well, wat can i say, she's drop dead gorgeous.

vesak day is coming. i smell holiday.

went to the ntuc with my mom. and there it was, a small bottle of strawberry yoghurt.

i own it. Haha.

this is the end.

The Click Five : Pop Princess

the fan is awesome.

2005-05-02T14:26:00.000+08:00

beautiful. awesome. fantastique. dat's how i feel today. lovely. natalie imbruglia is hot. i reali want her. step aside TANNIE!!...Hahaha!! Woooo. I still love ya tannie. rest assured. confirm. i promise. Hehehe.

i am so tired. thinking of you makes me go round and round. from edges to edges. wth. this is me, farhan de souza. rubbish. smile.

.love ya tannie. always.

Natasha Thomas : Let Me Show You

cupids are me.

2005-04-23T16:09:00.000+08:00

*yawn*. helo tannie. ur beloved bf here. hehe. one weeks gone and yes, i'm olredi adapted to the new environment. "welcome to the hell. cemetery is my playground now." training is damn fucking tough. only the toughest dog will survive and will pass out with flying kolors. damn, fire-fighter course ain't that easy. shit. the sun is so scorching hot and if ur mom had problems drying your family laundry at home, i'll recommend YOUR MOM to dry them at my field training area a.k.a HELL.

with lagging and jackets on, with 64mm of hose rest on your right shoulder, u haf to run all the way till ur instructor tells you to stop. over there, i haf been drinking my own sweat. alot. for one week, i can at least lose 2kg of fats!. and the food, suxs!. de desserts are wonderful. yoghurts and ice-creams always brings a smile to me. lunch are my favourite interval for everyday.

3mths of training. endurance. patience. mental strength and lastly, SUFFERING!.

ok then. u'll always be in my heart tannie. love ya.

Stereophonic : Dakota

"disco to elektrik"

2005-04-10T01:04:00.000+08:00

ola tannie. how's it goin'? miss me? i knew it. wth. ok. backbymonday will be performing at the prince of wales next friday on the 15th april. not sure about the time slot yet. will update again. i hope so. i promise. or u guys can check out my bands journal. my drummer, wan, will update bout the event. i hope so. i promise too. now you see me, now you don't.

bye tannie. love ya. so much. i promise.

Incubus : Talk Show On Mute

1 2 3 4 5

2005-04-03T15:05:00.000+08:00

hello tannie. i realise something bout myself. i'm the type of guy who are so closely to my family. especially my mother. whenever i'm not at home, i'll start to miss my mother and also my beloved family. My family is the number one priority for me. honestly, i love to kiss my mother. even before i went out, at times, i'll kiss her on her forehead. she's a diamond.

my officer been asking my platoon to bring photos of our gf to the camp. there's a big problem for me, i don a gf at the moment. it wouldn't be nice to bring pictures of my ex-es. it's so unfair rite. my mother told me to bring a pic of my lil sister. damn. come to think bout it, y not i juz bring a big poster of Samaire Armstrong. I haf one at home. hehehe. finally, i miss her. very much.

Suede : Saturday Night

joe & misha had a little lamb.

2005-03-26T10:17:00.000+08:00

dearest tannie. my body is aching. and my heart is beating fast. beating hearts baby!! wooo....went for my morning jog juz now. at ard 6am. was a blast man!! last night...last night...was out wif the sugababes. juz chill out with them @ holland village starbucks. awesome.

wen, i'm not bored. i'm shy. i promise.

damn. gotta report back to my space camp on sunday morning at 7 30am. guard duty. bloody valentine. no matter wat, i haf to do it. "die die haf to do loh!" dat's wat my sergeant told me. o yah, my eyes are ok. so tannie, i'll catch up with ya next week olrite? till then...love ya tannie.

no doubt : sunday morning

playing tennis at the squash court with tannie.

2005-03-23T18:20:00.000+08:00

hi tannie. i'm home today. got a sore eyes. was given 2 days mc from the alexandra hospital emergency department. shall be heading to my space camp 2morrow morning. have to be there at 7 30am. damn. but will book out at 6pm on the same day!! yay!! only one day of training. wth. but still, there'll be a swimming lesson for my company. great i say.

saiful been asking me to go dancing with him tomorrow. and azhar also been asking me to join him go dancing this friday. i don wanna go. i wanna stay at home with my family. a lot of stuff to be done also. i wonder how she is.

p/s : www.goodbyetomorrow.blogspot.com is my old blogpage. this page is the new one.

Audio Karate : Nintendo 89

alpha was bravo's and charlie's soulmate.

2005-03-18T21:43:00.000+08:00

hi tannie. i'm out 2dae. my first ever book out from the camp. it feels so great to be home. reali miss my bed so much. and you too. everyone's great and they rox!. red rhino is beautiful i say. i'm bald. exactly like a soccer ball. very tired now. need to sleep. lights off. love you tannie. goodbye.

"alpha platoon 3"

saves the day : anywhere with you

"the star will always frames her silhoutte."

2005-03-13T23:57:00.000+08:00

" hello. this is farhan de souza. and this is goodbye."

You're my serenity, and when i think of you, i forget to breathe. period.

Love ya Tannie. very much.* muuuuaaaaccccckkkkkzzzz*

Potential Problem : Tannie

my lady's presence makes the roses red.

2005-03-12T12:48:00.000+08:00

"My lady's presence makes the roses red,
Because to see her lips they blush for shame.
The lily's leaves, for envy, pale became,
And her white hands in them this envy bred.
The marigold the leaves abroad doth spread,
Because the sun's and her power is the same.
The violet of purple colour came.
Dyed in the blood she made my heart to shed.
In brief: all flowers from her their virtue take;
From her sweet breath their sweet smells do proceed;
The living heat which her eyebeams doth make
Warmeth the ground and quickeneth the seed.
The rain, wherewith she watereth the flowers,
Falls from mine eyes, which she dissolves in showers."

Serenaide : Sofa Series.

marlene is marlene.

2005-03-12T00:31:00.000+08:00

dearest tannie. wow. my last gig was a blast i say. quite a number of my frens turned up for the show. thank you so much people. yeah, till i forgot the lyrics for the song : i'm not okay. shit. it's damn embarassing. oh yah!! btw, i forgot that 'she' knows my blog add and i wrote about her in my previous journal. damn. i was so embarassing about this too. i just dont know where to hide my bloody face. If 'she' is reading this, well, "i'm so sorry." but whatever it is, it just came naturally, spontaneously and directly from my heart. no offence alrite. just shoot me if it does offended you. i know u wouldnt do dat. *winks*

damn. there's a virus on my computer. damn it. i couldnt log on to msn for now. coz directly, my comp will send stupid files to those who are online. i'm not gonna log on to msn at the moment till i personally 'found' dat bloody virus. and of kourse, get rid of it from my lovable and huggable computer. n i don wan tannie to get infected too. i love her so much. *winks*. my old man will definitely nag at me if he noes bout tis. c'mon people, he werks in the computer line. he's de GOD of computer. Hahahaha.

Ok. azhar's sister getting married this weekend. it's gonna be my last day of seeing my frens b4 serving the beautifool nation. wth. gonna go bald and round. like a soccer ball.

lindsay lohan and ashlee simpson is hot. to the core. but not as hot as me. to the max.

"goodbye acap. take care. be good alrite?"

My Chemical Romance : Helena

my disco.

2005-03-10T12:03:00.000+08:00

hi tannie. how r ya? i'm feeling shit lately. damn. was at zouk last night with saiful and wacko. n yeah, i finally met Wen. along with her twin and her friend,Dp. we had fun last nite. party-animals. it reali worth my 20 bucks. man, wen is so damn hot in her pics but in reality, she's hotter. i was kinda nervous when she kol me telling me dat she's oredi at zouk. and i was like "Oh!! Shit!" and obviously pple, i calm myself down. and it reali werks. aproaching her, i feel like i'm floating in the air!! u damn right!!! i almost melt. seriously. n there she was, wif her saccahrine smile, her green top, her sexy leather boots and of kourse, her beauty. her beauty that stole my breath away. everytime. everyday. without fail. it's like i'm looking at some beautiful rainbow dat kolors up the sky. beautiful i say.....dat's just beautiful.

on the way home, there's a road-block. i was called out by the officers. i gave them my id. and then, they ransacked the taxi. and they found a packet of condom. he asked me, "is this yours?" wth. i don practise casual sex alrite. and they dragged me to the station. to give some statements and some stupid documents. b4 i left the station, they asked me again. "is that condom belongs to you?" i juz kept quiet. noe y? coz i'm so bloody sleepy. the officers send me home u see. free ride!! told saiful and wacko bout the incident. and they, laughed at me. damn.

ok tannie. i'll be having my last performance 2morrow @ the 3rd place. it will b my last show b4 going to my national service. sad. gonna miss you tannie. gonna miss everyone. and not forgetting, her.......

"i've found the star. finally. and she's beautiful."

Oasis : Don't Look Back In Anger.

oyster bay paradise.

2005-02-21T01:18:00.000+08:00

dear tannie. it's been a long time time! i'm back. well, i was so busy wif werk and more werks. didn't even haf time to 'mushy2' wif u. oh well, gonna tender my resignation soon. real soon. it's coming. so tannie, i realise dat selling crabs, oysters and lobsters are so fun dat at most of times all i could think is chilli crab, canadian oysters and lobster sashimi!!! Hahaha. But now, after meeting dat sum1, i can't stop thinking of her. 'Her' is beautiful i say. Wow! i like. apart from dat tannie, i'll b serving my ns soon. gonna miss u tannie.

man, i haven't been to gigs for ages. i reali miss gigs. miss all the moshing and stealing the mic away. well, i got the mic and they got the moshpit. round and round they go. now, i'm going. GO! love ya tannie.

Dead Poetic : Vanus Empty

hi farhan.

2005-01-04T02:29:00.000+08:00

hi tannie, i miss ya. i love ya. we'll go out someday alrite?. we shall go sentosa for a picnic. go wild wild wet also. anything for ya. i'll even try to count the no. of hair u got. wth. hahaha. so, i'm not okay. i promise. till then, steady pomp pp. goodbye.

Underoath : I'm Content With Losing

i gave her my heart. she gave me a pen.

2004-12-28T13:47:00.000+08:00

hi tannie. i'm so bored rite now. there's no food at home. I'm so hungry. well, i'll be working later at 6pm 2dae. damn. but i'm not working on wednesday and thursday. Yay!. Gonna spend my quality time wif erm..erm..erm...alone i guess. haha. hmm..chatted wif sasha last nite. it was a blast i say. it's been a long time since i last chatted wif her. so happy. o yah people. there'll be a gig tis koming sunday @ substation garden. i'm not sure whether i'm going anot. hope i can make it. Gulp. Ok, till then julie, Steady Pomp PP! READY!? GET SET! GO!! love ya julie.....

Reshmonu : It's You That Matters

tis is farhan.

2004-12-26T01:57:00.000+08:00

hi tannie my gorgeous, how was ur christmas? great? hmm. was at harriet's place during the eve of christmas. she invited me over. meet a lot of new pple there..nothing much la. juz karaoke at her place, play ps, disturb harriet and juz slacked at her place till 3 am. wth. was listening to "The Rocket Summer" juz now. haiz, all of the songs makes me emotionally wounded man. esp the song entitled "She's My Baby". if only i could haf dat special sum1 rite now. whom i will call her "baby". wouldn't it b nice??. hey, i'm still single now man. sometimes, i do get jealous to see pple ard me spending their quality time wif their love ones. damn jealous i say. azhar once said to me, "i think it's time for u to haf a gf". But wat the fuck azhar, i'm so not sure whether i'm ready or the other way. i'm so sick of spending too much time wif my boys. it's always the same wif them. most of my saturdays are always wif them. and pple ard me thought dat i'm gay. hey, i'm not.

hey, actuali, i'm still so afraid to haf a gf u see. after wat had happened to me in the past. damn. still can't forget wat had happened. it's like a nightmare for me. shit. everyone's been asking me y am i still single. i'm so confuse. love don come easily huh?. i'm so lonely. where is my love? find me a love please...

and pple did say dat i'm choosy. wtf!. rejection is very common for me. now, i shall sit back n relax...n still, keeps appreciating God's creation. they come and they go. i'm waiting.....

Sarah Connor : From Sarah With Love

farhan monday.

2004-12-22T21:55:00.000+08:00

o hi tannie...it's been a long time huh? well, well, well, i'm good i say. my new werkplace has been great. the pple there are so fantastique. and yeah, my bro is the supervisor. muakakaka!! been dragging my peers to join the company. some of them had oredi applied for the job. Very good! ok julie, guess wat happened the other day?? backbymonday performed in an unlicensed gig at the substation. funny la!! furthermore, we had to pay $60 juz to perform for dat gig. Day-light robbery!! HOW COULD THEY!!!!

Hmm..my dad got a new phone..Sony Ericsson K500i..damn nice sia! i wanna trade my Nokia 6230 to something better la i think..haiz, backbymonday will headed to the recording studio end of the year..yay!! Hip Hip Hooray!! o yah! azhar's elder sister is getting married this koming friday. finally. hehehe..hmm..gonna take my bath now. sticky la..was out wif sum1.. went to funan it mall...muakaka!! ok,ok julie, till then, I LOVE YA!!!!! *muackz*!!

Audio Karate : Gypsyqueen

my moods are fine.

2004-12-12T01:30:00.000+08:00

dear tannie..the gig juz now was a blast...everyone's seems to b enjoying the performances..SUPERB! well, my guitar gif me a headache during my bands introduction....during Epilogue's...one of the string suddenly 'sneak out' from the guitar...damn...But a big thank you from the guy from "No Better Than You", he lend me is guitar...THANK YOU once again... awrite, Sasha had a sore eyes 2dae..pity her alots!! She went home halfway thru the gig...as ever, she still looks beautiful as ever..all the bands dat had performed juz now was great!! thumbs up for u guys!! well done!..

it's been a long time since i went to a gig..damn..de feeling was great...i was in the moshpit juz now doing stoopid things..pushing ard, kicking ard and dancing like a wild child..but it was great!! i like! n yeah, munchies at nine are also in the moshpit..they are so violent!! ok if any of the munchies at nine gals are reading this, "U GALZ ROCKZ!!" but somehow, i do feel dat the organizer don like wat they had seen juz now...the place was so in a mess during Dyna Turmoil set..they reali got the crowd went wild!! Hail to Dyna Turmoil...

Ok, was at Cineleisure's Long John Silver wif Asri, Maria and Hazim when i saw a group of chinese ah bengs staring at me..wat the hell!! big time gangster la!! but whu cares, not my problem...ok julie, wanna go take my bath now...See u ard and i love ya julie..So much!!

hi, we are backbymonday.

Bleed the dream : Solace

"Chop Chillie Chop Chillie Chop Chop Chop"

2004-12-05T01:18:00.001+08:00

dear tannie..had a very wonderful day 2dae..been out since morning...as early as 9am..went to acap's place...amok was still sleeping then..ZZzzzzzz!!!!...next up, was watching cherokee performing at planet paradigm...awesome la!! their vibes are good!!! how i wish my band could perform there juz now..but nvm, my band will b performing next saturday at republic poly..the theme is call "Radical Progression"...So, come down ya??!!..my band slot will b ard 3pm..fantastique!! o yah!! orchard was so crowded...packed wif humans!! hahaha!! was chix-watching wif all my mates...beautiful and gorgeous chix i say...Grrrr!!!! meow!!!

"Chop Chillie Chop" was great..everyone was enjoying the game...and wat magic guys!!?? it's "Black Magic"..was great too!! yeah, jamal, wanko and amok still trying to figure out wat the game is all about..Yada yada!! think hard guys!! we'll still b playing the game next saturday..i like!!! when can i own an epiphone les paul guitar??!!!!! Aarrrggghhh!!! i wan dat guitar!! CAN ANYONE SPARE ME $500??!! muakakakaka!! lastly, i wan to haf a girlfriend la..anyone??

Avenge Sevenfold : Unholy Confession

my magick girlfriend

2004-12-04T01:29:00.000+08:00

dear tannie..de atmosphere at city hall at 6 45am was superb! it's very peaceful and very the mellow u noe..hahaha..u guys must b wondering wat the heck am i doing at city hall damn early in the morning...de answer is WORK!!!..hahaha!!! i love the morning train...it's like as if u're in a ghost town..very very quiet..well, been so busy this week..busy wif everything.."Curry On The Bay" is good!!! "Qiji" is not bad either...u guys shuld try it!! damn, it's been a long time since i update my blog..sorie julie..i lazy la...furthermore, i've been less using the computer..and here i am again, typing my gossips..once again, work has been so much fun for me..been working wif salleh, jaime and yani..bunch of great pple i say..ok, reali miss my buddies...and yes julie, i miss ya too..

Ash : Burn Baby Burn

i, farhan.

2004-11-28T15:30:00.000+08:00

dear tannie. fever struck at me again. my nose are blocked and i can't even smell the odour of myself. munchies at nine are great. smoke only koming out from one side of my nose whenever i smoke. Choo Choo! as the train goes. Yada yada!! love ya julie.

My Chemical Romance : Drowning Lesson

i miss backbymonday.

2004-11-12T13:39:00.000+08:00

dear tannie..i miss backbymonday so much!...it's been a long time since we had our gig or jamming together..o yah! backbymonday will b having their gig next mth on the 11th of december at republic poly..yay!!! my bands will b playing alongside with great bands such as no direction, ceramic circle, shoe size nine(steady la brudder!!!), wishing for armadale, love at first fight, my squared circle, kate of kale and many more to mention..wow! it's gonna b great..awrite, next week must kol the others..muz go jamming oredi..i can't wait!!

Hmmm....i wonder where 'she' is.....yada yada!!

Shea Seger : Clutch

Spring-Cleaning Day.

2004-11-10T13:21:00.000+08:00

dear tannie...my digital camera is not working anymore..i'm so sad...very, very sad...only a few more days to hari raya and this pathetic thing happened..and now, i'm still busy having my spring cleaning at home...and i am taking about 15 mins break to relax and cool down a bit...it's been so hectic...who is Marz btw?? whoever he/she is, tanxs for leaving your messages at my tagboard...once again, tanq q so much...

Hmmm...was out wif razin, amart, azhar and shah last nite..went down to orchard..i went to pk computers at heeren to check out the compact flash...only $48..quite cheap but too bad, my digicam ain't working anymore..bloody shit!!..saw azny at far east with her mates..she ran up to me and azhar and gif each of us a bear hug...Tanxs azny...i'm suffocating!!! Hahaha!!!..walking down the streets of orchard was so damn boring dat me and my mates finally decided to chilled out at dairy queen(the one outside takashimaya)....n yes, azhar used to work there last time..i juz love their ice-creams..they were tremendous!!! eventually, their ice-lemon tea sux to the core!!! EEeee!!!!... where was i?? o yah! me and my mates juz talking crap, irritating each other, criticising each other and making fun of people who passes by us..Hahaha!! So bad rite?? But after all people, this is life...Life can b anything...

Yada yada!! Gonna do something different today...Instead of saying 'love ya julie', i'm gonna say this, " Linda, i miss you...alots!!.BUT!!! I hate you sooooo much!!! I just can't stop hating you!!!!" Muakakakakaka!!!!

Sheila On 7 : Jangan Beritahu Niah

mission accomplished.

2004-11-08T13:00:00.000+08:00

dear tannie..how r ya baby?? i miss u sooo much!!!*muackz*..how am i? oh.i'm doin great..as usual, busy wif stuff and many more..was dwn at bugis last nite wif ali and shah..went shopping a bit..went to trim my hair and bought a new bag..cool!! my sis been saying dat i do look like a girl now..i also donnoe y...she said dat my hair looks like a girlish hair....Aaaaarrrhhh!! Who cares!!!! Yay!! hari raya is juz ard the corner..i can't wait! gonna haf a wonderful time wif my family and my relatives..it's gonna be superb!! as for my werk, i've been like not putting up my schedule tis week..will busy cleaning my apartment and my room..mus b well-prepare for the coming hari raya..btw julie baby, i might be M.I.A for a few days as i'm gonna send my system for service..wanna upgrade la... i rpomise i will update you right after my system is done with the servicing...muakakakak!!!..till then..love ya julie..

Serenaide : Sofa Series

vanilla coke.

2004-11-04T23:12:00.000+08:00

dear julie...was out doing some window-shopping at suntec juz now...bought a mmc card reader..and as usual, allow my legs to do the walking...it was raining heavily when i stepped my foot at city hall...crowded as usual..kinda feeling down today..mayb bcoz of the weather i suppose..hmmm...saw faezah wif her bf juz now...was so shocked to see her..*grins*..was planning to go library juz now but the weather oh, the weather was superb for me to tuck in to bed!! but too bad i didn't haf time for an afternoon nap..ok julie..dat's all dat i can gif u for now..love ya..

Head Automatica : Beating Heart

heart you.

2004-11-03T13:45:00.000+08:00

dear julie...i'm thinking..thinking on wat to share wif ya..c'mon farhan, think hard! oh well, life for me is still the same...i'm either working, meet up wif my boys, at home or sleeping....dat's me...i'm juz lazy to move around nowadays u see..."Singapore is juz a small dot on the map"...Hmmm....u noe wat julie?? i've been visiting the red light district area recently..don u worry julie, i'm only enjoying the scenery only..those lorong was a blast!!! some of the hookers are so beautifool!!! got the looks but no brains..y?? they haf the looks and they r willingly to sell thier bodies juz like dat..even if they throw themself at me, i'll definitely...erm..erm..i'll definitely haf a little bit of fun with them..Hahaha!!!..relax will ya? i'm still clean...there's a chinese hooker whom i find her so attractive....i was passing by her when she said "hey baby, wanna take a ride with me?" i turned and looked at her...she was smiling and as usual, farhan will always flirts for awhile..but a clean flirt...it was fun!! we talked for awhile...she's a singaporean and she's 23 this year..her english was so fluent...and i can't stop looking at her boobs!!! hahaha!!! it was superb!! the curves are great....ok, stop it farhan!!

hmmm...been chatting wif a 'friend' thru the msn for the past 3 nights..she's sum1 i noe thru friendster..yeah, she's great and all of her photo was top class...she looks like a model in those pics..for me, she's got the talent to b a model..all of her pose was awesome...even i thought dat she's a model at the first time i saw her pics..n yes pple, she's sucha beautiful queen...allow me to do a shoutout, "you are such a beautiful queen!!!."

yada yada!!! now i'm at home...will not b werking till sunday..cool!!!! there's no one at home right now...wat shuld i do??? hahaha!!! it's sleeping time!!! love ya julie...

The Vines : Miss Jackson

i'm so sick...

2004-10-28T11:37:00.000+08:00

dear julie..gd mornin' to ya..i'm down wif a sore-throat, flu and fever.. couldn't go to work 2dae..it all started with a slight flu 2 days ago..then, the real party begin!! I reali need a break btw..haf not been taking care of my body properly..I deserve this!! and yes my frenz, i'm still fasting even though i am sick..must b strong rite? and as usual, i'm meeting my boys 2morrow nite..it's friday man!!..will b hanging out at haig road again..and yeah, amart noes my blog password..bloody hell!! he can track my password!!! seriously, i feel relaxed when hanging out with razin, ame, shah, azhar, amart and nas...we always laugh and criticise each other..they are bunch of good pple..so, when are we gonna break our fast by eating out huh?? by the 3rd week of fasting can?? yada yada!! ok sugar need to tuck in into my bed again..started to fell giddy again..it's sleeping time...love ya julie...

Rialto : Monday Morning 5:19

i dig you.

2004-10-25T21:29:00.000+08:00

dear julie..it's been a tiring day for me. will u turn me on?? please...oh please....hahaha!!! well me at my homie now watching my lil brother doin' his stuff...stuff?? he's doing some kind of stunts and acrobatics at home..and my mom is busy sewing all those curtains and those baju kurongs..my sis??!! well, she's werking today..i can only like see her on weekends..she's busy wif her stuff and watsoever..the dad??!! he's neva at home...bored..btw peeps, i had a great food during breaking my fast juz now..was damn full..mom cooked 'sambal ayam'...as usual, it's always been me, mom and my lil brother breaking our fast 2gether...yada yada!!

p/s: anyone wanna break their fast with me at my place next week?? inform me ya..? yada yada!!

meanwhile : another rainbow

Automatic Stop by The Strokes

2004-10-25T05:28:00.000+08:00

"Automatic Stop"

So many fish there in the sea

I wanted you, you wanted me

That's just a phase, it's got to pass

I was a train moving too fast

Didn't understand what to see

Yeah, then I got a different view

It's you...no

Wait, I'm gonna give it a break.

I'm not you friend,I never was.

I said wait, I'm gonna give it a break.

I'm not your friend,I never was.

So many fish there in the sea.

She wanted him, he wanted me

That's just a phase, it's got to pass

I was a train moving too fast

Yeah, I know you warned me

But this is too important

Now I got a different view

It's you...

Why can't you wait?

I'm gonna give it a break

I'm not you friend,I never was

I said wait, I'm gonna give it a break

I'm not you friend,I never was.

Out Of the Box.

2004-10-24T13:29:00.000+08:00

dear julie, i juz realise the whole meaning of life. without happiness, hatred, sadness and anger, life is so incomplete. Like Mey told me last night, 'bittersweet' is the word dat colours up your life. obviously, there's 'bitter' and 'sweet' in each individual life. But can they accept 'bitter'? for me, i'm still trying hard to accept the bitterness in my life. I'm still so afraid. I'm still in dat box. Mey has told to get out of the box and face new challenges. But seriously peeps, every word dat came out from Mey's mouth really hit me! he reali noes how i feel..sucha miracle. But i reali pray dat watever 'things' dat had happened to me will never be experience to my beloved frens. it's very painful. Yada yada!!! Enuff of dat..Well, was out with mey, zul and his fren last afternoon till nite. was at orchard in the afternoon b4 breaking our fast at cineleisure's burger king. yeah, it's been a long time since i headed down to orchard..a bit excited yesterday. at about 8plus n the evening, we went down the bazaar at geylang..damn packed..packed with mats, minahs and trendy-wankers...until we reach paya lebar mrt, mey's stomach was okay!!! Zul is rite mey!! Zul's a "Wak" remember?? hahaha!!! i reali had fun yesterday guys.. shuld organize another outing again ya? till we meet again......love u julie...

me and mey at paragon's toilet after a business meeting.

Electrico : I Want You

She's My Baby. What do you think??

2004-10-18T22:25:00.000+08:00

o yeah!! farhan hearts her alots!!

Happy Fasting!!

2004-10-16T14:05:00.000+08:00

dear julie..HAPPY FASTING MONTH TO YOU...hehehe..Well, i'm fasting rite now n will b celebrating hari raya in a mths time...guess we can't smooch and do the things dat we always do 2gether ya??!! hahah!!..been working in the early morning tis week..very, very tiring..haf to woke up as early as 6am..quite true de customers in the morning is so demanding and damn arrogant..but only some of them..not all..but who cares..last nite was a blast..i was like werking till 7pm and zul,mey,fauzi n ameen are werking at 6pm..the coolest thing was dat we all break our fast together for the very first time..it was fun..and we took turn..mey, fauzi and i are the first to break our fast while zul and ameen in the later part..for me, month of ramadhan is so wonderful..the joy and happiness is always there for me...hmm, had a gd talk wif mey last nite bout relationship..he told me dat i'm still in the box..i'm still afraid to haf another relationship actuali..but hazmey's been stressing out dat i shuld get out of the box..and b prepare to face new challenges in life..but come to think of it, i ain't gt time for relationship...busy wif works, my bands, my frenz and also busy entertaining all of my baby...haha!! everyone's my baby..including u, julie..and U!!, the reader!!...awrite now, gotta take my shower now...sticky la!! hahaha...till then...love u julie..

Natasha Beddingfield : These Words

My Big Day!!

2004-10-10T17:47:00.000+08:00

dearest julie..been at hm de whole day...chilling out wif my beloved family..backbymonday was performing last nite at yishun park..it was a blast!! a lot of many talented bands performed also..my band performed alongside with other great bands like cherokee, d-cookies, rancour, mis-issued and the full-pledge munkee..SHE was also there..saw HER coming in to the ampitheathre when singing the "Eve" song..o my, was soooo happy seeing HER..reali feel like wanna throw away my guitar and ran up to HER and giving HER a big hug...and mayb whisper to her ears and said, "*****, I miss u"...it's been like nearly a mth we didn't get to meet up with each other..we only like chat thru the msn or sms..as usual, SHE's still look very beautiful and sweet as ever..i was kinda shy and awkward to talk to HER yesterday..how i wish i could turn back the time and say how i reali missed HER..but, i'm just so shy infront of HER..*blush* ok!! received an sms from amy last nite..regarding my werk schedule..finally, i'm werking nxt week..monday till friday..7am to 5pm!!!!....wat the fuck!!! damn early...o yah!! i'm gonna b in an indie band soon...fezz invited my to join his band..and pple, i'm de drummer!!! hahaha!!! finally, i'm playing indie..tanxs fezz...oh!! almost forgot...i would like to tanxs all my frenz who came dwn and watched backbymonday performed last nite....i reali appreciate it..especially to mardhiah and zyanna, tanxs a lot!! i owe u guyz alots!..awrite mate, gonna run now..till we meet again...and julie, love ya!!

Thursday : War All The Time

as usual...it's all bout gals..

2004-10-07T13:19:00.000+08:00

dear julie...i'm so pissed of today!!..i cursed dat bloody-no fashion taste-iresponsible bitch!...i hate her!! i donnoe y i hate her..mayb bcoz of her post!! dat's y she's bloody arrogant and..oh well...juz a bitch! i'm so not in de mood today..and as usual, i was wif my boys last nite..chillin with the rock..on de bus last nite, i saw a very beautiful chinese chick..but wait...i've seen her b4..for quite a few times...yes!! she's de gal who werks at marina square..saw her a lot of times in the train...i juz can't keep my eyes frm her....an old aunty who is standing infront of me thought dat i was peeping at her boobs!!! wat the hell!!! but who cares as long as i can see dat gorgeous creature...i think she saw me looking at her from the corner of my eyes..but i turned away very quickly when she look at me..gosh!! upon arriving at my home bus-stop, i was shocked to see dat she's also alighting de same bus stop as me..i tried to remain cool....i looked at her thru de reflaction..and oh my!! she's lovely...when alighting, we both looked at each other!! accidentally!!! she smiled at me!! wow!!! n i juz smile sheepishly back at her..haha.."till we meet again" i said to myself..enuff of dat...o my!! my performance is juz in 2days time!!! i'm so excited!! i can't wait!! gonna rock the stage!!..but i reali hope dat there's something wrong with the power supply as i don wanna perform at 3 30pm..it's damn fucking hot!! hope the timing can b delay...cheers! love u julie....

Billy Talent : Try Honesty

Sweet words for Julie.

2004-10-04T14:32:00.000+08:00

"My heart to you is given:

Oh, do give yours to me;

We'll lock them up together,

And throw away the key."

~by Frederick Saunders~

i saw everyone.

2004-10-03T01:11:00.000+08:00

dear julie..been out de whole day....went for my jamming session wif my band at 5pm..ends at 7 30pm..head dwn to orchard wif wanko,wan,jamal and azhar to meet up wif acap..eventually, jamal and wan went to borders..as usual..while acap,wanko,azhar and me chilled out at burger king and walked around orchard rd after dat..dat bloody azhar was sucha coward!! ok, let me tell u tiz, he's interested of wanted to get to noe acap's fren...but in the end, he back out..his reason was he's shy..wat the hell!!...de gal is cute and sweet..stoopid azhar..saw my primary skool fren juz now wif his mom shopping at Topshop.. kool sia!! he's now serving his ns now as a civil defence..when will it be my turn??!!!..ahaha!! outside borders, i saw my beloved kuzzen...fynda...she's wif her bf..still cute as ever... n i saw yati juz now..she's wif her fren..went up to her and say 'hi'..her fren is cute..damn..shuld haf stayed wif yati and ignore acap,wanko n azhar...hahaha!!..at the end of the day, i still stay wif de boys..till nights...boys night out...haha!!! ok julie, missing u here...cheers!! bye!!....Love.....

No Direction : From Me To You

2004-10-01T11:46:00.000+08:00

Armor For Sleep : Kind Of Perfect

Can i just be something
Somewhere in your room
But you wont notice
Maybe ill be paper
Or books thrown on your floor
Move me when you want to
I'll lay where you put me
In your VCR
If i become a cassete
Or on top of your computer
If thats where i would fit
Then so be it
But things cant be perfect
All the time
That i know
Sometimes we just have to let some things go
I will not say one word
Ill just hang around
I wont annoy you at all
When you move out ill stay
Until im thrown away
But then it wont matter
Things cant be perfect
All the time
That i know
Sometimes we just have to let some things go
because
things cant be perfect
all the time
that i know
sometimes we just have to let somethings go
i promise to stop now
to stop now
i promse to stop now
to stop now
but things cant be perfect
all the time
that i know
sometimes we just have to let some things go
things cant be perfect
all the time
that i know
sometimes we just have to let some things go
letting go is my life
ill be on my way

Here i am...again.

2004-09-30T13:07:00.000+08:00

dear julie...haha!! I'M BACK!!!! tis is due to my re-formatting of my computer..shit! most of my songs and personal files are gone now! haf to re-dwnload everything which i do feel dat i'm sucha lazy to do that..BUT! i haf to...well, there's a lot of stories which i wanna share wif ya..how shuld i start? well, last saturday my band had an audition at republic poly for their upkoming gig..n guess wat?? my band made it!! the gig will b on the 11th 0r 18th december if i'm not wrong..so frenz, do come down, make urself free and enjoy the local scene ya??!! after the audition, jamal and i headed dwn to orchard wif ss9 and frenz while azhar and wan headed hm..U GUYS SHULD HAF JOINED US!!!!..we chilled out together..it was fun...at night all of us went dwn to the youth park..we watched the yamaha asian beat band competition... talking about gig, my band will b performing nxt saturday..at yishun park..juz one week away and my bandmates still are clueless on which songs to perform..as far as i'm concern, we must perform 'Dead On Arrival'..dat song reali makes me move!! like swaying to the left and right with my guitar..other than dat, i've been like hanging out wif my boys for the past 3 nights..it's great!! we talked, laugh, laugh n more laughter..hmmm...i'm still trying to figure out how to lose weight!! People says dat i'm fat!! Ok, shuld cut dwn on my food..shuld eat more fruits and vegetables now..VEGETABLES??!!!! Yuuuccckkkiiieeeee!!!!! Ok, i'll haf more fruits then..btw julie, haf u heard about the latest gossips? Gossips about kirsten dunst trying to woo me!!! hahaha!!! No shame!!! Ok2..shall write to u again soon julie..till then..peace be upon u..love ya!!

The Rocket Summer : She's My Baby

Such a boring day for her.

2004-09-24T14:06:00.000+08:00

dear julie..i've been like hogging up at home since yesterday..damn fuckin' bored..n yes, i'm not werking for the whole one week..and dat makes me bored! i was like been strumming my guitar, sitting in front of the computer, eat, eat and eat!! no life for me..i need to get out frm here..but where?? ok ok, but later, i might b meeting up wif khairul..wanna take jackhammer frm him..2morrow gt audition..might b meeting wif wan lasalle after dat..wanna chill out wif him..friday is always a boring day for me..damn! i dropped my phone last nite..a bad fall i mean..i was like jumping on my bed wif my baby brudder when suddenly i heard a loud sound koming frm under my bed...i peeped under my bed n i saw my phone crying helplessly!!! FUCK!!! there's a scratch on my hp screen now..my mom and dad who were watching some indonesian drama was shouting at me.."HEY! WAT'S WRONG!!??" i juz kept quiet..o man, wanna purchase new hp cover man..and my baby brudder was laughing at me..i kicked him at his leg after dat..hahaah!!! so bad rite?? but who cares!! ok2, i lazy to type oredi...till we meet again..love u julie...

The Postal Service : We Will Become Silhouettes

Work, work and more work.

2004-09-21T23:25:00.000+08:00

dear julie...it has been a blue, blue day for me..mayb of the weather today i guess..it's been raining de whole day..and i've been like feeling very 'emo' man..was watching channel news asia juz now and they show the wedding of dat prince of brunei and his lovely wife..guess wat!!?? de princess is only 17 yrs old!! stoopid! shuld enjoy life first! but ok la, the princess is so beautiful..mix blood..BUT!! de prince does reali look like adolf hitler!! haha!! wif his moustache!! o my! i wonder how de princess feel when being kiss lips to lips!! i'm sure some of his moustache gonna somehow slip inside de princess nostril!! Eeeeee!! Hahaha!!! i think dat is how he gonna turn his wife on!! ok ok, stop it..well, went dwn to fox clothing for an interview..@ junction 8..i don wanna werk at dat cafe again...so fucking boring! and the levi's boutique also inform me dat they will get to me again...damn!! by when!!??? i reali need a new atmosphere man!!..there's no life werking at cafe...the time is not flexible..damn! chill farhan...ok, i'll wait..and again..i miss u so much julie...miss ur hornyness man!! haha!! ok julie sayang, gotta run now..till we haf sex again...*hugs and kisses*..

The Strokes : Alone, Together

Daphne Loves Derby.

2004-09-19T20:48:00.000+08:00

To my lovely,wonderful and extraordinary friends.....

Daphne Loves Derby : Come Winter

The First Day of fall is the last day I'll kiss the sky
The cold air surprises my bones have been spoiled by the summer's heat
The sun hides its face, and I'll hide mine too
Sooner or later this winter will rain down and leave me to wait for one year.
I'll be there, I'll be there
Next year this time, I'll be there.
I'll dream of the past, and wish that I was there (I'll be there).
I am burning the letters of days gone by
I'm sorry, but I'm scared that my heart will regret all the things that I've done
Breathe in all of the ashes of my mistakes.
Gently collapse so no one will notice you're falling too short of your breath.
I've wasted more time dreaming than living.
I've wasted more time dreaming.
I'll be there, I'll be there
So cherish these days, enjoy every breath like it will be the last of your life.
Never look back, and never look back because you won't forget why you cried...

2004-09-19T17:12:00.000+08:00

dear julie..how r ya? do u miss me? hahaha...well julie my baby, was out with azhar yesterday..went to faidi's bbq pit..Happy Befdae Faidi!!..east coast park was a blast!! de scenery at nite was marvellous..it's been a long time since i went there..de food was also great..COZ IT'S FREE!!! i ate marshmellow, chicken wings, chicken wings and more chicken wings...a shot of vodka slip dwn my throat after dat..notti farhan! we chill out with faidi and his frenz after dat..we strummed the guitars and sing a song..it was great..o my!!! i'm so bored nowadays..wanna go find new job i think..i'm sick of my current job..haiz~..will not b werking de whole of next week..amy didn't put my schedule..damn..wanna go for job-hunting already..anybody wanna accompany me???!!! or any chickz out there wanna be my gf for a day??!!!..be a slave for me will ya?...Ok ok i'm so sorie ladies..it was meant to b a joke..u noe i love u ladies..o yah!! almost forgot! i watched the great challange wif azhar yesterday b4 going to east coast..these street punk who calls themselves 'yamakasi' can climb n jump from buildings to buildings..and they are gd at running too..but de main attraction of de movie was de heroine..She's damn gorgeous..she got a pair of eyes like cats!! sexy and seducive! BUT FUCK!! and the end of the movie, she kissed a black guy!! SUCHA LOSER!! dat gorgeous creature shuld b kissing me!!! hahaha!! wat was de director thinking btw!! Halo!! Wake up!! dat black guy kissed an asian chick!! AAaarrrgghhh!!!! haha...ok julie, i think dat is all for now..till we kiss again..love u always julie my sweetheart...*mmuuaaccckkzzzz*!!

The Starting Line : Photograph

2004-09-15T19:00:00.000+08:00

dear julie..i miss ya so much! haha! well, been kinda busy lately..busy entertaining my frens and many more..ok, still at werk now..waiting for peak hrs to end..if not, there'll b crowd inside de mrt...well, i've been doing alot of thinking lately..been thinking bout my life and future...still wondering how to b a rich bastard!! with money, u can do watever u like rite? btw julie, my band oredi haf a blog...cool!! wan and i still been working on it...wanna make it as glamorous as it could be..very vogue! o yeah julie, my band will b performing nxt mth..at yishun park ampitheatre alongside with few others great bands..we gonna rock the park man! seriously, i can't wait for the gig..other than dat, my band will b doing our recording again in early nxt mth..wanna make our song sound perfect..ok julie, i gotta run now..c ya ard baby...love u...

Popwhizzee : I wanna know

2004-09-12T13:20:00.000+08:00

This one for you Julie.....

Matchbook Romance : Tiger Lily

we drive tonight,
and you are by my side.
We're talking about our lives,
like we've known each other forever.
the time flies by,
with the sound of your voice.
its close to paradise,
with the end surely near.
and if i could only stop the car
and hold onto you,
and never let go...
i'll never let go.
as we round the corner
to your house
you turned to me and said,
"i'll be going through withdrawl of you for this one night we have spent."
and, i want to speak these words
but i guess i'll just bite my tongue,
and accept "someday, somehow"
as the words that we'll hang from.

and i... don't want to speak these words.
cause i, don't want to make things anyworse.

why does tonite, have to end?
why don't we hit restart,
and pause it at our favorite parts.
we'll skip the goodbyes.
if i had it my way,
i'd turn the car around and runaway,
just you and i.

and i... don't want to speak these words.
cause i, don't want to make things any worse.

2004-09-12T13:16:00.000+08:00

dear julie..sorie for not been 'pampering' wif ya for the past 3 days..been so tired actuali..well, went to sentosa wif my boys and we reali had alots and lots of fun! we do stoopid stuff 2gether like taking nude pics of ourself! haha! we booze also!! till we got drunk..but the highlight of the day was when Helmi and P jumped over a very, very beautiful ladies and into the sea.guess wat? P doing a sommersault over them n Helmi showed his butt b4 jumping to the sea! awesome! In short, me n my boys reali had fun and fun!! n yes pple, there's a lot chicks there also..chinese chicks! wow! but wat makes me turn off dat day was when at the later part of the day, we had no food left!!! Hahaha!! Lame! But we had our dinner after dat at harbour front interchange. o man, de black pepper chicken rice was damn delicious! u guys shuld go n try..Noe wat pple, i met evelyn frm the kidscentral show. she's cute! i was at werk dat time when she came wif her girlfrenz. i say 'hi' to her and she smile. She said " Nice to meet u matthew" Matthew??!! whu is dat!!?? when i look at my name tag, then i realise dat i'm using matthew's name tag. but it's cool. most of my customer thinks dat my name is matthew..matthew farhan..ok ok...went out with noi last nite..went for a movie with her..we watched Anacondas..it was a blast!! tanqs for de tickets noi..nxt time it will b my turn to treat you..(",)..and again, we will take bus no. 111 to queenstown again!! hahaha!!! Ok noi, i had fun yesterday and hope to see u again ya...awrite..ok!!? go!! love you julie...

Matchbook Romance : Tiger Lily

2004-09-07T13:36:00.000+08:00

To my boys, if you guys are reali missing sum1, here's a song for you.

O Girlfriend by Weezer

"I miss you
And I wonder how you feel about me too
Do you miss the way we play
And waste our time away?
Suddenly, we're apart
And I can't see you everynight
Though we fight I love you so much
Now I can't feel your touch

Oh girlfriend
That's the end
And I'm lost without your love
Oh love

In your arms
I was happy as a little boy could be
Taking pills and mellowing out
Now I just want to shout
For your love
'Cause I'm drifting further from you everyday
Driving by your place everynight
I used to feel alright

Oh girlfriend
That's the end
And I'm lost without your love
Oh love

Feeling fancies everynight
When I dreamed to be alright
Oh love
Oh love

Oh girlfriend
That's the end
And I'm lost without your love
Oh love

In your arms
I was happy as a little boy could be
Taking pills and mellowing out
Now I just want to shout

Now I just want to shout

Now I just want to shout"

2004-09-07T01:30:00.000+08:00

dear julie..i'm home now. safely to the land of singapura. been so tired after a long journey home from m'sia. de day-being-a-kampong-boy was great to the maximum. neva experience such a freedom b4. it was a blast. apart of my tiredness, i do still manage to spend my quality time wif my boys juz now. but in the afternoon, i went shopping with P and Kecik. bought a le coq sportif shirt and a white pro keds sneakers. in the evening, went to potong pasir. azhar and jamal's side band had their jamming session juz now. so, i juz met up with them.o man, i reali miss them! ;) wan was also there with jumadi. acak and amuk frm shoe size nine was also there. kewl! hmmm....reali had a great day today. well, she had her test today. hope she did well. will b going out with her tis wednesday. gonna catch a movie. yahoo!! *jump for joy* damn..i want a guitar.. i went to swee lee last week to check out epiphone les paul guitars. o man, de guitar cost ard $750..where am i suppose to get dat kind of money man!!!??? can ask frm my dad but i juz wanna use my own hard earn money to buy it. U can do it farhan! or mayb i shuld juz sell my digicam off. hehe! dat is sucha stoopid idea boy! ok ok, wanna turn in to bed now. till we meet again. love you julie.

2004-09-03T20:31:00.000+08:00

dear julie...was out wif the boys juz now. b4 dat i was with amart. we took stupid pictures and videos of us..Haha! It was awesome! and we took pictures of Chups. de sweet/beautiful gal who werks at vintage pocket. was browsing thru de baseball jersey n jeans when i saw her. she was all alone in dat shop n i think she's bored to death as there's no customer koming in to the shop. Amart and i chatted wif her quite long b4 we took her pic. Gee! i took a pic with her also! wow! she's a photogenic chix! ok i betta stop. Quite excited when talking about gals. will b going back to 'kampong' tomorrow evening. my cousin getting married. gonna b great. can meet all of my aunts,uncles,cousins and reali weird pple i think. i reali hope dat i could go shopping there. must check out the shoes, t-shirts and jeans there. Must b cheaper than in singapore! Kiasu! O man, saw a white lacoste shoe juz now. Gonna buy it nxt week! i don care! I juz haf to forget about my blazer. fuck! dat blazer cost ard $206 at Topshop. Check out at zara also but de design sux to the core! i wonder how much nick valensi pay for all his blazers. rich bastard la! haiz..ok julie, till we meet again..Love ya julie.

2004-09-02T01:22:00.000+08:00

dear julie...well, feeling kinda bored the whole day. "wat's wif ya, farhan!!?" bored wif everything. i also feel bored when werking juz now. mayb bcoz of de crowd i guess. they sux to the core! Ok Ok..accidentally met up with my old primary skool fren juz now. Nothing change bout him. o man! he got himself a chinese chick! Wow! awesome! i was clearing the table when he called out my name. suprise, suprise..next, my mom been nagging wif my hairdo. she told me to re-color it back as my family is going for a holiday wif my other family members. She said, "i don wan those cousins of yours to b influence by you." wat de hell..n guess wat pple, my dad told me dat i look like an ah beng wif coloured hair. sucha headache! Ok mom n dad, i will kolor it back BUT! not all of it. sadly, ryan told me dat sylvia(damn! she's cute!) is quitting frm her job. o man!. 2b honest pple, i got a "thing" for her. everytime when i werk with her, i will ALWAYS blushed. even maxx,ryan,azzah n everybody in de company will always asked me, " y r u so quiet everytime werking wif sylvia?" i juz smile sheepishly. even sylvia asked the others why m i so quiet when werking with her. hahah!! oh farhan, so silly of you. went hm wif hazmey, diana, faz n johan juz now. hazmey got a sun-burnt on his face..Looks like a bangladesh worker u noe! hahah! lack of tanning lotion la brudder! inside the train juz now, i saw a guy wearing a ralph lauren polo-t, green wif yellow lining. outstanding dude! n de rest of de journey, i felt asleep........zzzzzz!!!!! ok?!! go! Love you julie.

2004-08-31T01:49:00.000+08:00

"to me you are my happiness.
the purest of all things i seek.
to me you are my modifications.
changing me to lead a meaningful life.
to me you are the only arms i hold on to.
strengthen me all from very beginning till the end.
to me you are my source my four elements my wisdom.
to me you are my angel my lighted path my devotion.
and for all that.im yours eternally."

Ladies, and to my beloved julie, these sweet words are for you.....<3!!

cold day.

2004-08-30T23:52:00.000+08:00

dear julie..been damn sleepy today. well, hit dwn to the studio wif my bandmates. it's been quite awhile since we play those instruments. i got a bit slow at first but i was ok after a while. chill out wif de other members of backbymonday after session. we talk, laugh , take video, take picture n all stuff. hehe..SUPER FUN!!! o man, i saw a chick inside de bus juz now..WOW!! SHE'S CUTE!!! Chinese chick of kourse. She wore a pink spaghetti top wif a low cut Levi's jeans. Awesome! Noe wat!?? I've been like using the bluetooth to connect wif her but too bad, no one had a bluetooth in dat bus..Bloody hell! Inside de bus, i was wondering how "SHE" is right now..Yes pple, i really missed her alots. Missed all the time where we spent our time on every saturdays. Going to the esplanade, library, local gigs, irritates her n all de stuff where every lovers do..(horny bastard)! a great memory for me..Ok Ok, let's change topic..went to zara boutique last week..saw a cool shirt man! wanna buy it nxt week i guess. but wait! betta get a new pair of jeans first..faded jeans or a light colour jeans i suppose..well, i still havent decided on it yet..Let juz time decide for me..Love you julie.

my story.

2004-08-30T01:38:00.000+08:00

dear julie...juz got hm frm werk..was werking wif eric, khairul n maxx..de crowd 2dae was damn irritating. ask me this and ask me dat. to hell with them!..n yeah!! mike and cherry drop by to say hi to me!! hahaha!! they r such a great fren of mine.. hail to the afros! well, well, well, went to esplanade yesterday with sasha, fezz, nadia n her cuzzie. i saw serenaide!! " She was the girl frm katong..." dat song is nice..Long live indies! later part of the day we went to the other side of esplanade. sam's side-band performing..sasha was so excited when she kols sam. met up with my other bandmates there while sasha hang out wif the others. guess wat?? sasha's mom gave me a facial wash product..cool rite!? but still, i haven't lay my hands on it yet. later at night, went to the substation gig to watch shoe size nine..as usual, they rawk de stage to the top of the hill! n damn it! i saw liana..*blush*..SHE'S STILL LOOKS BEAUTIFUL AS EVER!!! wow!! i juz smile at her when i saw her..hmm...not forgetting, azhar took de train to city hall!! hahah!! he left his bike at hm..i think no oil la!! no money ah!!??? such a poor GAY! ok la..now u see, now u don't..tata! Love ya always julie.